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July
13, 2007 Transcript Alexis:
Sam, you still there? Sam:
I thought you went home. Alexis:
I did. I mean, I almost did. I realized I left my P.D.A. here somewhere.
Have you seen it? Sam:
Oh, ok. Let me help you look for it. Well, you were sitting over
here, so -- Alexis:
You going to drink this now, by yourself? Sam:
I thought about it, I did. I was going to, but you know what? I
said, "I am tired of feeling sorry for myself." Alexis:
Sam? He's going to be ok, all right? Jason is going to be all right.
He's got a good attorney. Diane is perfectly capable of handling
this. Sit. Sit, sit, sit. Talk about it. It's not often that a mother
of a grown child gets to feel useful. Sam:
Ok. Ok, fine. Even if -- if Jason does beat the murder charges,
I don't think he's coming back to me, and I don't know if I'd want
him if he did. Alexis:
I know that it's been a struggle with you and Jason -- for the past
few months in particular. I mean, you have Amelia -- she's drudging
up your background and making your life difficult -- that -- that
can't help. Jason's in Pentonville, it completely cuts off your
communication. You two believe in each other. If you keeping doing
-- Sam:
We don't. We don't -- that's the thing. There's too many lies, too
many secrets. Jason, of course, had his lies and his secrets, and
I had my secrets, and we just don't trust each other anymore. Alexis:
Well, but there's always an opportunity to make something right
again. Sam:
Ok, fine, but why does it have to be me that has to make it right
when Jason is the one who has the biggest secret of all? Alexis:
Do you think that Jason caused you pain on purpose? Sam:
Whatever he meant, it feels like a knife in my heart. And I can
make all the excuses in the world, but I hate the fact that Jason
has ruined everything that was wonderful between us. Alexis:
If what you're telling me is that you think that your relationship
with Jason has run its course, then I'm sorry. I honestly know how
disappointing that is for you, because it's very disappointing to
have a vision for the future and how you think your life is going
to be with that person and it doesn't turn out that way. Sam, if
that's how you feel, then my only advice to you is to get out of
it as gracefully as possible, and sooner is better than later. Sam:
Right. Right, because it -- it -- I mean, it won't hurt any less,
it'll just be over with sooner. Alexis:
You just are making it very clear that you and Jason seem to have
failed each other somewhere. And if you're ready to do this, Sam,
do it, because if you're going to hang on beyond that point, it
will get ugly. Sam:
I hate that love wasn't enough. I do, and that it was just one more
bad decision. Alexis:
Why are you being so hard on yourself? Do you think no one else
has ever done this? Do you know how many women would do the same
thing that you did? I mean, Jason -- he's difficult
to resist. He's handsome, he's charismatic, he's strong,
he's unpredictable, he's dangerous, he's a bad boy. And even though
you want him to change, you hope that he does it for you. But you
also know that he won't, because the signs are all over the place,
and you ignore them -- Sam: I think I -- I get the feeling that we've changed the subject on to you.
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