Heart of Innocence
by Susanne

Chapter 11 -- Welcome Home!

A week later Cameron and Alexis had decided to throw a little party celebrating the fact that she’d made it out of the building in time. Alexis, however wasn’t feeling up to partying, as she’d been feeling under the weather recently taking extra trips to the bathroom to throw up.

Cameron: “You sure I shouldn’t cancel the party?” He asked, as he and Alexis were sitting in the kitchen having a cup of coffee.

Alexis: “I’m positive – besides Kristina has been looking forward to this party for days! I just need to take a nice, hot, long bath and then I’ll be right as rain.” She replied taking a sip of coffee.

Cameron: “OK…Then I’ll go into the livingroom, and set things up…” He replied kissing Alexis gently on her forehead before venturing into the livingroom.

Alexis: “Good…” She replied waiting for Cameron to exit the kitchen before hurrying upstairs to fetch a pregnancy kit out of her purse. She knew that it had been so dumb of her to make love to Sonny without any protection. But they hadn’t known if they’d survive the explosion, and to tell the truth: they’d been hungry for each other.

She had no problem remembering the last time she’d felt this way – the evening she’d bumped into Sonny in the hall between PH2 and PH4 almost collapsing in his arms…

*** FLASHBACK ***

Sonny: “She's sick, I think. Do you want me to call a doctor?”

Alexis: “No. I'm…Absolutely not. I'm just fine. I have a flu or something and I'm…I'm perfectly fine, honestly, so…”

Sonny: “Alright, well, if you need anything…”

Alexis: “I don't need anything. You know, Kristina's in there, she'll be happy to hover. Sorry to…You guys have a great…”

Sonny: “Are you sure?”

Alexis: “Yes.”

Sonny: “Alright.”

Alexis: “Thanks.” She replied before rushing into her apartment where she began looking through her day planner, counting the dates furiously.

Alexis: “All right, do it again. OK, 28…29, 30, 31, 37, 38, 39. Now, see, that can't be right. You miscalculated, Alexis. Do it again, do it again. OK, 28, 29, 30,31, 32, 33, 34, 35, 36…40. Oh, God. Oh, God. God, this can't be happening. Oh, my God.” She panicked having circled the room in her day planner.

*** FLASHBACK ***

Alexis walked into the bathroom where she placed the pregnancy test on some towels followed by her looking into the mirror thinking back to one of the many conversations she’d had with her daughter, while she’d still been in her stomach.

*** FLASHBACK ***

Alexis: “Hi. How you doing? Ooh, she's cute. All right, listen up. Here's the deal. Ahem. You need to know that this is…It's not going to be "Leave it to Beaver." This is not even going to be "The Brady Bunch." I will promise that it will be something on the Family Channel. I don't know what. I…I don't know what I’m doing right now, but you…But you need to know that I'm very capable and I'm a…I’m a very quick study. You also need to know, boy or girl that you will not be playing with toy guns in this house, no matter who your father is. Is being a mobster genetic?”

*** FLASHBACK ***

In the meantime friends of Cameron and Alexis’ were arriving downstairs, and Alexis knew that she needed to take the test. She took the test, hid it away in a drawer, and joined the guests in the livingroom.

Jax: “There you are stranger!” He exclaimed, as Alexis descended the stairs wearing a pair of black pants together with a black camisole, and blue shirt that was open together with a pair of black sandals.

Alexis: “Hi, yourself! You look great!” She exclaimed hugging Jax tightly knowing that he was the one person she could confide in.

Sam: “You look wonderful…” She replied hugging her tightly.

Alexis: “You look…Pregnant!” She laughed, as Sam’s stomach was huge.

Jax: “But beautiful!”

Alexis: “Absolutely! You’ve seen that daughter of mine anywhere?” She asked looking around for Kristina.

Jax: “No, but we just arrived!” He exclaimed, as Skye joined them.

Skye: “Hey, Lex! You look beautiful!”

Alexis: “Thanks – have you seen Kristina lately?”

Skye: “She’s in the kitchen with Cameron and Coleman!”

Alexis: “Oh, why?” She asked knowing perfectly well that neither Cameron or Coleman knew how to cook.

Skye: “I think Kristina’s exact words were: ‘it’s a surprise auntie Skye – now shoot!’” She laughed.

Jax: “That sounds like my favorite rug rat!”

Alexis: “I wonder what they’re up to…?” She asked aloud frowning.

Sam: “I’m sure it’s a pleasant surprise!”

Skye: “I for one agree with you Sam – Krissy probably just wants to pamper her mother due to the horrific stuff you’ve been subjected to lately…”

Alexis: “…Which reminds me: Jax? Can I speak to you in private for a few minutes?” She asked turning to Jax.

Jax: “Sure!” He exclaimed exiting the house together with Alexis leaving Sam and Skye in the livingroom, while they walked to the swings in the backyard.

Alexis: “I need to talk to someone about this, and I need someone, who I know won’t spill this to a special someone.”

Jax: “Sonny? OK – what did our honored Mr. Corinthos do to you in that building?”

Alexis: “Nothing, everything!” She exclaimed making Jax frown.

Jax: “You’ll have to be a bit more clearer than that!”

Alexis: “He didn’t do anything bad – in fact it was good!”

Jax: “What was?”

Alexis: “First you need to understand that I care a lot about Cameron, and he’s been so kind to me these past years…”
Jax: “…But?” He asked knowing that there was more to this story than Alexis was letting on.

Alexis: “Sonny and I thought we were dying, and I began experiencing all these familiar feelings for him. Jax – it was like we were back in April of 2002, the night that Kristina was conceived.”

Jax: “Oh God – so you’re saying that you and Sonny made love, while caught in the building?”

Alexis: “Yes, and…”

Jax: “There’s more?” He asked amazed that there could be more to this story.

Alexis: “Yeah, I think I’m pregnant!”

Jax: “And you think that the baby is Sonny’s?” He concluded.

Alexis: “I haven’t been intimate with Cameron for a very long time – there never was a good time, and I…If I’m pregnant Sonny is the father!”

Jax: “If you’re pregnant? So you don’t know?”

Alexis: “I took the test a little while ago, and it’ll take a little while longer before I can tell…”

Jax: “…If you’re carrying Sonny’s child again? What will you do if you’re pregnant? What will you tell Kristina? What will you tell Cameron?” He asked amazed that his best friend found herself in such a situation once more.

Alexis: “I don’t know! Kristina has always been my foremost consideration when doing something, and the last thing I want to do is to hurt her or Cameron, but I have to do what my heart tells me to, right?”

Jax: “Absolutely…The only question that remains I guess is: what does it say?”

Alexis: “That only one man has ever held my heart in the palms of his hands, and that person is Sonny…” She replied with teary eyes.

Jax: “I kinda figured it! But there are other people than you and Sonny – aside from Kristina there’s also Carly, Michael, Morgan…”

Alexis: “I know that, and I don’t even know what Sonny is thinking, I mean…I haven’t seen him since we were rescued from the building!”

Jax: “My advice to you is to talk to him when you know the results of the test, and just be honest with him, yourself and your heart. Nothing can go wrong if you consider these things…”

Alexis: “OK – thanks Jax…You’re a lifesaver!” She exclaimed hugging her old friend tight before they ventured back into the house.

Cameron: “There you guys are!” He exclaimed, as Jax and Alexis entered the house surprised that all eyes were turned on them.

Jax: “Yeah, we just had a little heart-to-heart!” He exclaimed, as he walked to stand beside Sam, and Alexis walked to stand beside Kristina.

Alexis: “What’s all this?” She asked looking at the table where a strawberry pie had been placed reading in whipped cream: ‘Welcome Home’.

Kristina: “A welcome home cake! Daddy told me that you loved strawberries so uncle Cameron got Elizabeth to make a strawberry pie for you!”

Alexis: “Really? Well, it looks yummy!” She exclaimed, as everyone got a piece of pie, and celebrated the fact that Alexis was alive and well.

Later in the night when Alexis could tell by Cameron’s breathing that he was sound asleep she tip-toed into the bathroom where she retrieved the pregnancy test from the drawer, and closed her eyes before lifting the stick up to her eyes to reveal whether or not she was pregnant. She opened her eyes ever so slowly, and replied softly

Alexis: “It’s blue: I’m pregnant…” She immediately moved one hand to her stomach thinking to herself that she was once again carrying Sonny’s child – this time around a child that had been created in a moment of honesty. Alexis knew that it wouldn’t be easy telling Sonny about their addition to the Davis-Corinthos clan, but she did however know that he’d be ecstatic to know that he’d be a father in a matter of months.

chapter 12