Heart of Innocence
by Susanne

Chapter 7 -- Anger

The silence in the room was so thick that you could reach out and touch it. Everyone were staring at Sonny wondering what the notorious mobster would do to Ned after having slandered the mother of Sonny’s child in public.

Alexis: “Jax…Will you help me with Ned, please?” She asked getting up from the chair.

Jax: “Sure!” He exclaimed, as he and Alexis walked onto the stage, and escorted Ned behind the stage.

Ned: “I can walk by myself, all right?!”

Jax: “Really? Could have fooled me! What the hell are you doing Ned? You do know that Sonny won’t let this one go – don’t you?”

Ned: “I can handle Sonny, OK?”

Alexis: ”Here you go, sit down!” She exclaimed, as Ned took a seat on a chair before accepting a cup of coffee from Alexis.

Jax: “What are you going to do?”

Alexis: “Call a cab?” She suggested knowing very well that Jax’s question didn’t concern Ned’s behavior.

Jax: “About Sonny!”

Alexis: “I don’t know…What’s done is done! Sonny is alive, and that’s actually a good thing for Kristina.”

Jax: “Is it just me or hasn’t Kristina dealt with Sonny’s ‘death’ pretty well? I mean, today you couldn’t even see that she’d lost a parent.”

Alexis: “Your point being?”

Jax: “I think that Sonny made contact with Kristina before tonight! Before this supposed death of Sonny’s, Kristina’s entire world evolved around Sonny!”

Alexis: “Kids are like that Jax! They adjust to the world they live in! Kristina probably just realized that there wasn’t anything she could do about the situation she’d been put in.”

Jax: “Where have Michael and Morgan been all this time?”

Alexis: “Carly didn’t want them subjected to Sonny’s death, so she sent them off with Leticia to the island.”

Jax: “Excuse me, but wasn’t that where Sonny sent Michael back in September of 2002 when Brenda came out of hiding, and Sonny had faked his own death?”

Alexis: “So…Are you saying that Sonny made contact with Kristina prior to tonight, and that Kristina has kept this from me – ever since?”

Jax: “Is it so unbelievable that Sonny could get Kristina to do this? Kristina worships her father, and if he gave her an idea that you would be happy about this, I really don’t see why she wouldn’t have gone along with it.”

Ned: “I for one agree with Jax!”

Alexis: “Who asked you??” She replied angrily not being able to comprehend all of this.

Jax: “Why don’t you just confront Sonny? You need to talk to him about what’s just happened, and more importantly to make sure that nothing happens to Ned!”

Alexis: “I know, and you’re right! I just don’t know if…” She stopped in mid-sentence, as Sonny joined the threesome.

Sonny: “Can we talk?”

Ned: “Alexis has nothing to say to you, Corinthos!” He exclaimed, getting up from the chair barely able to stand up by himself.

Jax: “I’ll take him outside, and call that cab! You’ll be OK?”

Alexis: “Yeah, I’ll be fine!” She replied smiling, as Jax helped Ned outside leaving Sonny and Alexis alone to talk.

Sonny: “You OK?” He asked not knowing exactly what to say.

Alexis: “You’re asking me if I’m OK?”

Sonny: “Yeah, I mean, you’ve been under a lot of stress lately, and I don’t want you to think that I haven’t thought about you.”

Alexis: “Where have you been? In Port Charles?”

Sonny: “Kristina looks beautiful, huh?” He asked not wanting to answer her question.

Alexis: “Oh my God! You’ve been in Port Charles this entire time, not even thinking of giving me a call to let me know that you were all right!”

Sonny: “I couldn’t take that risk! They might have your phone bugged!”

Alexis: “Who are ‘they’? We have a daughter together Sonny! She was without a father for some time, and then she got you, and then you just erased your presence in her life by staging your own death! How do you think this has influenced her?”

Sonny: “Kristina is fine! I made sure of that before coming here tonight!!” He yelled not feeling that Alexis was letting him explain.

Alexis: “Come again? You went to Kristina, and you told her that you were alive? You went to my house?”

Sonny: “I needed to make sure that she was OK! This is how I live Alexis! I couldn’t tell you the truth because then I’d be putting you in danger, and I didn’t want that!”

Alexis: “Don’t you think that I’ve been in danger ever since I agreed to represent you? Or ever since we got shared custody?”

Sonny: “I’d have to put my bodyguards on you…”

Alexis: “Then what do you call Johnny: a trained puddle?!” She yelled noticing how little by little she was losing control over the situation.

Sonny: “…In a safe house! All right: I did come to your house, and I did tell Kristina that I was alive. And if it hadn’t been for Dr. Feel Good then I’d probably have told you too…”

Alexis: “What does Cameron have to do with any of this?”

Sonny: “After I’d told Kristina, I went outside, and looked into the livingroom where I found Dr. Feel Good placing a ring on your finger.”

Alexis: “You’re using this as an excuse for what you’ve done?”

Sonny: “Are you engaged now?” He asked feeling the sting of jealousy.

Alexis: “And what if we were? I haven’t been with you for 8 years now Sonny! You’re a happily married man – remember? You have two children with Carly!”

Sonny: “Just tell me!”

Alexis: “No, we’re not engaged! But seeing how you’ve been behaving towards me, I just might consider saying ‘I do’!”

Sonny: “Not when it involves my daughter, you won’t!”

Alexis: “The thing is Sonny, Kristina has actually warmed up to Cameron lately! This of course happened after you made your presence known to her, but still she adores Cameron. Even if you had stayed dead, she would have grown to like him, and who knows: maybe one day she’ll call him ‘daddy’!”

Sonny: “I understand that you’re angry right now, but…”

Alexis: “Anger has got nothing to do with this! As far as I’m concerned you don’t exist! Expect a call from my lawyer!”

Sonny: “You’re NOT separating me from my daughter!”

Alexis: “Watch me!” She exclaimed, as she walked away from him knowing that if she didn’t get some air, she’d suffocate.

Sonny: “DAMMIT!” He exclaimed kicking the chair Ned had been sitting on to relieve some of his frustration.

‘Tomorrow’, performed by Avril Lavigne

And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it’ll be OK
Yeah, I try to believe you
But I don’t

When you say that it’s gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
Not today, today, today, today, today…

Chorus:

I don’t know how I’ll feel
Tomorrow, tomorrow
I don’t know what to say
Tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It’s always been up to you
It’s turning around
It’s up to me
I’m gonna do what I have to do
Just don’t

Gimme a little time
Leave me alone a little while
Maybe it’s not too late
Not today, today, today, today, today

(Chorus)

Hey, yeah, yeah, hey, yeah, yeah, and I know I’m not ready
Hey, yeah, yeah, hey, yeah, yeah, maybe tomorrow

Hey, yeah, yeah, hey, yeah, yeah, and I know I’m not ready
Hey, yeah, yeah, hey, yeah, yeah, maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you
When you tell me that it’ll be OK
Yeah, I try to believe you
Not today, today, today, today, today

Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change

(Avril Lavigne – Let Go)