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A
Drunken Man's Words
by SexisFan
Chapter
15
The
afternoon with Kate and her kids had been fun and full of laughter.
They had stopped first at Beau's mom's, and Alexis was able to take
a hot shower and change into clean clothes while Kate rounded up
her little troop and packed snacks for everyone, including Quincy.
Mrs. Richards had been quite enjoying having electricity for the
whole day, and had been making use of it by keeping herself busy
in the kitchen. By early afternoon when Alexis arrived with Kate,
she had already baked cupcakes for the children, a batch of cookies,
and had an apple pie in the oven.
Once
Alexis was ready and the goodies were packed, everyone was loaded
into Kate's car and the crew headed for the southern end of the
island. They weren't going all the way down to the ferry landing,
but would turn off to the east about two thirds of the way down
the main road. There, both the island and road that cut through
it made a dogleg turn toward the west, forming to the east the cape
for which both the island and the lighthouse were named. There stood
the Hatteras lighthouse with its distinctive black and white stripes
spiraling in the fashion of an old-style barbershop pole.
Hatteras
was the tallest lighthouse in America, Kate had informed Alexis,
and probably the tallest brick lighthouse in the world. It had been
built in the late 1860's, replacing an earlier lighthouse nearby.
The beacon was needed in order to warn ships away from drawing too
near to the sand bars radiating from the point of the cape. Those
sand bars, known as Diamond Shoals, were in large part the reason
for what may have numbered over 2000 shipwrecks in "the Graveyard
of the Atlantic" over the 400 years since European settlers
had arrived on North Carolina's shores.
Alexis
had been treated to the impromptu history lesson as Kate guided
her through a tour of the visitors' center set up in one of the
original outbuildings constructed to service the lighthouse and
house the keeper of the light. Of course the light was now automated
and no lighthouse keeper was needed any longer.
After
touring the visitors' center and climbing the steps to the balcony
encircling the structure, they headed off to the beach a half mile
away where the lighthouse had stood from it's construction until
just a few years ago, when it was moved to protect it from the island's
migrating shoreline. Originally, the lighthouse had been constructed
about half a mile inland. But over the years, the eastern shore
of the island had eroded so that the ocean was nearly lapping at
the foundation of the lighthouse after 130 years. In order to protect
the monument, which was still in daily use as a navigational marker,
the lighthouse was moved inland, restoring the half-mile buffer
between it and the sea. On the beach where the lighthouse had stood,
a circle of foundation stones marked the original location. Engraved
with the names of all the lighthouse keepers who had ever taken
charge of the light, it was also a monument to the men whose job
it had been to provide this measure of warning to those at sea.
Alexis,
Kate, the kids and Quincy then spent the rest of the afternoon on
the beach. They swam and sunned, played and snacked until even the
most energetic of Kate's kids was tuckered out from the excitement.
It was nearing dinner time when they started back toward the Richards
home. Once there, Kate begged Alexis' patience while she got the
children bathed and clothed in nightclothes. Then she set them down
to eat dinner. Alexis offered to walk back to the cottage, but Kate
was insistent that Alexis wait for Kate to drive her.
Alexis
didn't want to seem ungrateful, but as Kate was delayed by one thing
after another, Alexis started to feel a little antsy. It had been
a good day, but for all the enjoyment Alexis had felt, she'd also
felt as if something was missing. And that something was Sonny.
In a corner of her heart, she had missed him all afternoon. Little
things made her think of him, things she wished he was there to
see or hear. She'd turn, expecting him to be there when she wanted
to share some thought. Only he wasn't there.
This
was a dangerous sign, she knew. Sonny shouldn't have a home in her
heart. This whatever it was between them was supposed to be temporary.
It was supposed to be without commitment or expectations. It was
supposed to be a fling.
Finally,
as the sun was beginning to set, Kate picked up her car keys and
escorted Alexis to the car. It didn't long to reach the cottage,
nor for Alexis to make her way inside in search of Sonny.
Only
Sonny wasn't anywhere to be found. The house was quiet. No one was
in the bedroom, no one in the kitchen. There was no one on the deck
and nothing cooking on the grill. Alexis was starting to feel a
wave of panic rise within her when she heard Sonny call her name
from the path to the beach.
"Hey,
how was your day?" he asked brightly, unaware of the fear she'd
just faced as she thought he might be gone.
"It
was good," Alexis answered, "and tiring. I don't know
how Kate does it."
"Practice,
I'm sure," Sonny smiled. Then, "I hope you're not too
tired to take a little walk with me."
"Oh,
Sonny, I'm exhausted. I don't know if I'm up for a walk."
"I
think you'll like this one." He held his hand out to her, willing
her to take it. "Trust me," he whispered.
At
one time Alexis would have laughed in his face had he said those
words to her. At one time she never could have imagined representing
him, let alone being his friend. And at one time she never could
have imagined. . .
"Okay,"
Alexis smiled, taking his hand. "But be warned that I may not
be the best of walking company tonight."
Sonny
simply returned her smile and led her away from the cottage, along
the path to the beach.
When
they crested the dunes, Alexis gave a small gasp of surprise. The
stretch of beach that she had cleared that morning had been transformed
into something beautifully romantic. A large white sheet had been
spread out on the sand. Surrounding that was the twinkling of dozens
of tiny flames flickering on candles that had been stuck into the
sand and then protected by glass hurricane-lamp shades. Soft strains
of jazz floated in the night air, courtesy of the portable CD player
Alexis had purchased for herself her first day on the road. And
off to one side was a fire, built in a shallow pit dug into the
sand. From there, a delicious aroma wafted toward them as whatever
Sonny had prepared for dinner continued to cook to what would undoubtedly
be perfection.
Alexis
was awed by his effort. All of this? For her? It was almost unbelievable.
Covering
her wonderment with humor, she turned to him and smiled. "You've
been busy," she teased.
"I
had a few minutes to myself after Beau and I finished the roof,"
he teased back.
Still
clasping her hand warmly in his, Sonny led her down the dunes to
the beach.
As
they drew near to the cloth Sonny had spread, Alexis noted additional
special touches such as the china place settings and an arrangement
of fresh flowers in a crystal bowl.
"Very
beautiful," Alexis complimented, admiring his hard work.
"I
know," Sonny replied, his eyes on her making it clear that
he wasn't talking about flowers or dishes.
Alexis
blushed a bit under his gaze, lowering her eyes in embarrassment.
"Dance
with me," Sonny said, stepping closer to draw her into his
arms.
Alexis
gave no response. She simply slipped from her shoes, matching Sonny's
bared feet, and allowed him to enfold her in his embrace. With one
hand on the small of her back, Sonny held her close to his body.
With his other hand, he held Alexis' palm to his chest, directly
over his wildly beating heart. Slowly, gently they began to sway
together. Alexis rested her head on his shoulder and let herself
get lost in her senses. The soft, rhythmic roar of the breaking
waves formed a perfect background for the sexy, soulful strains
of jazz to which they danced. Then there was the heady perfume created
by the mixture of scents surrounding her, from the salty tang of
the ocean breeze, to the spicy aroma of dinner, to the clean, masculine
scent that was Sonny. Visually, there was the darkening sky, still
a gorgeous shade of indigo shot through with streaks of orange and
pink from the setting sun. And there was the glittering candlelight
along the sand, as if stars from the sky had fallen at their feet.
And finally, there were the tactile sensations. The caress of the
soft breeze. The cool softness of the sand tickling her toes. The
warmth from Sonny's body as it pressed against hers. The firm pressure
of his hand on her back. The soft heat of his skin where his fingers
slipped underneath her shirt to rest on her bare back. And the tingle
of pleasure that rippled through her as Sonny's thighs pressed against
hers and his hips directed her with their rocking motion.
Alexis
was trying to memorize every detail of this wonderful night when
Sonny slid his fingers under her chin and tipped her face up to
his. The intensity in his eyes threatened to stop her heart as she
waited for what he would do next. Alexis gave a reflexive lick to
her lower lip and held her breath.
Slowly,
Sonny's lips parted. "You hungry?" he whispered.
Alexis
exhaled in a soft sigh. "For dinner, you mean?" she teased.
Sonny
smiled warmly. "For now," he answered with a wink.
Alexis
laughed softly and let him lead her to their makeshift table in
the sand. Settling down on the cool, white cloth she looked up at
Sonny questioningly. "How did you manage all of this?"
she asked, watching as he shuffled pots and pans around on the grate
placed over the fire pit.
"I
have my ways," Sonny replied jokingly.
"I
know," Alexis replied, deadpan. "I'm not going to have
to defend you over any of this, am I?"
Sonny
laughed. "Well, I'm not sure about that. At some point I think
I may have sold Beau into slavery to someone needing a deck built
onto their house. But other than that, everything else ought to
be pretty legal.
Alexis
shook her head and chuckled at the typically Sonny-like remark.
In
a few seconds, Sonny was back from the fire, a platter of delicious-smelling
food in his hands.
"Not
exactly gourmet fare, but it's not popcorn either," he teased
as Alexis swatted his bare foot for the popcorn remark.
"So,
what do we have if it's not popcorn," Alexis asked as Sonny
settled on the sheet next to her.
"Roasted
Rosemary Lemon Chicken Kabobs with roasted vegetables and wild rice,"
Sonny answered, serving the meal from the platter onto the china
plates.
"Mmmm,
sounds wonderful."
Sonny
smiled as he reached into a small cooler and withdrew a bottle of
wine. Expertly, he removed the cork and set about decanting it into
crystal glasses. Handing Alexis one of the glasses, he raised his
own for a toast.
"To
Hatteras and hurricanes, a very - potent - combination."
Alexis
smiled and met his raised glass with her own.
Sonny
and Alexis slowly shared their meal, sharing too the details of
the hours that they had been apart that day. Alexis educated him
with what she'd learned about the Hatteras lighthouse, and entertained
him with tales of the antics Kate's kids had pulled on the beach
that day. Sonny described his efforts to put this evening together
for her, admitting the roles that Beau and Kate had played in keeping
Alexis busy away from the cottage while he put his plan into action.
"And
whatever gave you this idea?" Alexis asked as they were finishing
dinner.
"You
did," he answered. "When I saw you out on the beach this
morning. You'd worked so hard to clear this part of the beach so
that you could enjoy it. I just wanted to give you a memorable way
of enjoying the fruits of your labor.
Alexis
swallowed, touched by the sincerity of his words. There were sides
of Sonny Corinthos few people would ever know. Watching as he stacked
their dishes to the side, Alexis counted herself very lucky to be
one of those few.
"You
have room for dessert?" Sonny asked, giving Alexis a sly wink.
"That
depends," she replied. "If it's anything heavy. . ."
Sonny
reached into the cooler again and drew out two containers. Opening
one, he revealed a soft mound of whipped cream. Opening the other,
he presented Alexis with a display of huge, red strawberries lightly
sprinkled with sugar. Reaching into the second container, Sonny
lifted a bright red berry by its stem. Gently, he dipped the tip
in whipped cream and carefully raised it to Alexis' lips.
Following
his lead, Alexis opened her mouth and took a tentative bite of the
fruit, her gaze never leaving his. She watched as Sonny's eyes fell
to her mouth. As he pulled the berry away from her lips, his tongue
darted out to lick his own. Alexis lifted her hand to wipe an errant
dollop of cream from her face, but Sonny's hand stopped her. Bending
his head toward hers, he parted his lips and gently kissed the whipped
cream from the corner of her mouth. Pulling back a bit, he watched
her intently as she slowly chewed the bite of berry. As soon as
she swallowed that first taste, Sonny's mouth again descended, kissing
her with tenderness.
Again
he pulled back and looked deeply into her eyes. "You want more?"
"Strawberries?"
she asked.
Sonny
laughed. "That, too."
Alexis
grinned and fell back onto the sheet, stretching out with her face
to starry sky. Sonny followed, stretching his length beside her,
his head propped on his hand so that he could watch her,
"Maybe
you'd like to dance some more?" he asked.
Alexis
moved her head from side to side, indicating that her answer was
no. "What I'd really like right now," she replied, looking
deeply into his soft brown eyes, "is for you to make love to
me."
Sonny
lay looking back into her own deep eyes for several seconds, taking
in the wonder that was Alexis. Then with agonizing restraint, he
dipped his mouth to hers and kissed her softly.
Their
other times had been full of fire and intensity, full of passion
and insatiable desire. This time was different. There was still
intensity, still passion and desire. But this time it was an emotional
intensity. The desire burned for much more than the physical. And
the passion was far more encompassing, far deeper, than mere sexuality.
This time, they made love to each other. For Alexis, the feeling
that she had carried deep within her since their time in the ocean
had developed into a sweet longing that could only be fulfilled
as they were fulfilling it now. Slowly and tenderly, under the weight
of unspoken words, they moved together in a sweetness and beauty
that was almost too much to bear.
Cradling
her head in his hands, Sonny looked down into her blissful expression.
"Alexis," he whispered softly.
Alexis
opened her eyes.
"Look
at me, Alexis," he pleaded. There were things he wished he
could tell her, words he knew she couldn't hear. But the sentiments
lived in his heart nonetheless. And he wanted her to know. He knew
he couldn't speak his heart with his tongue. But if he spoke to
her with his eyes, perhaps her own heart would hear and accept what
her brain would never allow him to tell her.
"Look
at me," he asked again, gazing deeply into her eyes.
And
she did. She looked back at him with eyes as deep and emotions as
raw as his own. As he moved against her, bringing her with him into
ecstasy, their gazes were locked, each heart silently willing the
other to know its depths.
They
rested, after, in each others' arms. Sonny covered them with a lightweight
blanket he'd brought down to the beach, protection against the cool
night air. Under a blanket of stars, they held to each other, lost
in thoughts neither could share out loud with the other, until they
finally drifted off to sleep.
*******
Sonny
awoke the next morning to find himself alone and naked on the beach.
Jumping up, the blanket wrapped around his waist, he gathered up
the pieces of clothing he'd worn down to the beach the night before.
After dressing under the privacy of the blanket, he quickly made
his way up the path to the cottage. There, on the deck, he found
Alexis at the grill, also wearing her clothes from the previous
evening.
"Don't
tell me you're cooking for me," he pleaded jokingly.
"You
should be so lucky, mister," Alexis replied. "It's only
water."
"You're
not making coffee, are you? I haven't anything bad enough to deserve
that."
"Very
funny," she shot back with a giggle. "It's not for coffee."
"Then
what. . ."
"It's
for shaving," she explained. I was lying next to you this morning
watching you sleep. And you kept on scratching at your beard. .
.like that!" she exclaimed, pointing at him just as his fingertips
were scraping across the stubble on his jaw. "Obviously, it's
bothering you. And I'm going to help you do something about it."
"Are
you?" he asked warily.
"I
am," Alexis answered confidently. "How hard can it be?
Now sit," she ordered, indicating the picnic table where a
razor, shaving gel, a wash cloth and a small towel were already
laid out.
"Alexis,
I don't. . ."
"Sit!"
she playfully commanded again. Grinning at him wickedly, she turned
his own words against him. "Trust me," whispered.
Against
his better judgment, Sonny decided to take the risk. After all,
it wasn't as if she would be using a straightedge razor.
Alexis
turned and approached the table with a small bowl of warm water,
setting down next to him on the table. Positioning herself between
his knees, she took a deep breath and smiled.
"Here
goes nothing!" she exclaimed.
Sonny
grabbed her wrists as she moved to reach for the shaving paraphernalia.
"Alexis, maybe this isn't. . ."
"Sonny
Corinthos!" she taunted. "Are you CHICKEN?"
"No!
I'm just. . ."
"A
SISSY?"
"Alexis!
I'm. . ."
"YELLOW?"
Alexis laughed, enjoying his mortified expression.
"Fine.
I give up. Do what you want," he conceded, raising his palms
in defeat. "Just remember that you are NOT the primary beneficiary
in my will."
"No,"
she replied in mock seriousness, smoothing shaving gel along the
line of his jaw, "but I am the executor and that means all
of the control with none of the taxes." Alexis grinned evilly
as Sonny reached around and swatted her on the rear before resting
both hands comfortably on her hips. "You better behavior yourself
when I've got that razor in my hand," she warned teasingly.
Sonny
held his breath as Alexis drew the razor across his skin in an initial
swipe at his beard. By the third swipe, he'd relaxed enough to resume
using his lungs. Alexis was moving slowly and cautiously, a fact
that gave him great comfort. She was also making the most adorable
faces as she concentrated so intently on completing her task well
- and without injury. Sonny found himself struggling to rein in
his desire to smile as he watched her alternately bite her lip,
crinkle her nose, raise her eyebrow and stick out her tongue. If
only he had this show on video, he'd have blackmail material on
her that would be priceless, he laughed silently to himself.
"Hold
still," Alexis ordered absently as she reached the area around
his twitching mouth.
She
stood looking at his mouth, deep in concentration, trying to figure
out the best plan of attack for this tricky terrain. Sonny couldn't
help but laugh at the intensity with which she was considering her
next move.
"Sonny!"
"Alexis,"
he whispered, willing her in vain to look into his eyes.
"Sonny,
I'm serious. You have to hold still." She closed one eye as
if she was lining up a shot with a pistol. Sonny roared again with
laughter.
"Alexis,"
he repeated.
This
time she sighed with exasperation and looked up at him, meeting
his eyes with her own. "What?"
"Just
kiss me."
With
that, he pulled her into a warm embrace, drawing her mouth to his
in a kiss both playful and tender. Alexis, her task momentarily
forgotten, slipped her arms around his neck and gave herself over
to his kiss. Soon, the kiss began to deepen and Sonny's hands began
to roam, slipping underneath the hem of her shirt to stroke her
soft skin.
It
was then that they heard a familiar whistle approaching from around
the corner of the house. Alexis jumped back from Sonny's embrace,
automatically attempting to cover their involvement. It was a move
of denial that had become second nature throughout months in Port
Charles when she was denying her attraction for Sonny to seemingly
everyone in town.
"Alexis.
. ." Sonny began.
"Shhh,"
she waved him off. "Hey, Beau! Good morning," Alexis greeted,
a bit too brightly.
"Good
morning," Beau replied, a bemused expression on his face. "Am
I interrupting something?" he asked, grinning.
"Not
a thing. We were just getting ready to make breakfast," Alexis
fibbed.
"Breakfast?
Not dessert?" he asked cryptically.
"Of
course not," Alexis replied, wondering why he'd mention dessert.
"Oh.
Then you'll need this," Beau answered, handing Alexis the small
towel still sitting on the table. "Cuz if that's shaving cream
instead of whipped cream around your mouth, you don't want to lick
it off."
Alexis
blushed deeply as both Beau and Sonny broke out into raucous laughter
at her expense. "Very funny," she pouted.
Sonny
reached out and drew her back into his arms. "Awww, come here
baby. Let me make it better," he crooned, nuzzling her neck.
Alexis
pushed herself away from him. "You knew the whole time!' she
accused.
"You
shushed me!" he defended himself.
Alexis
sighed in exasperation and turned to Beau. "And YOU are developing
a very bad sense of timing," she declared, pointing at him
for emphasis.
Beau
reined his laughter in to a bare chuckled. Bowing apologetically,
he continued, "I am so sorry. I will deliver my news and be
gone," he promised.
"What
news is that?" Sonny asked, again reaching to draw Alexis back
into his arms.
"Ferry
will be running tomorrow," Beau announced. "So y'all can
go home if you want."
******
Alexis
stood in the shower, letting the water stream down around her shoulders
where it then cascaded down the length of her body. Reaching for
the shampoo, she was just about to squeeze out a dollop when the
shower curtain fluttered and Sonny suddenly appeared beside her.
"What
do you think you're doing?" she asked, smiling.
"Conserving
hot water," he replied.
"Sonny,
the power has been on for three days. We don't need to conserve
hot water."
"Better
safe than sorry, right?" he teased, wrapping his arms around
her and depositing a tender kiss on her neck.
"Since
when is that your motto?" Alexis challenged him lightly.
Sonny
shrugged. "It's not," he grinned. "I just want to
spend every last possible minute on this island with you."
Alexis
felt a bittersweet sense of joy and sorrow rise in her at his words.
She knew what he meant because she felt it, too. Forgetting about
her planned shampoo, Alexis threw her arms around Sonny's neck and
pulled him into a fierce and demanding kiss.
When
the kiss broke, Sonny looked at her with eyes darkened from desire.
"You haven't made the bed yet, have you?" he asked.
Alexis
shook her head no.
"Good,"
he replied, capturing her mouth in another kiss just as demanding.
*******
It
was a couple of hours later that they finally made it out of the
cottage and out to the car. Most everything had been loaded up the
night before. There was only their traveling necessities, Quincy,
and themselves to get into the car now.
Alexis
fought back tears as she pulled the cottage door closed behind her.
The past few days had been absolute heaven. Though the ferry had
begun running, she and Sonny both decided to stay on a while longer.
So for another precious handful of days, they had spent their nights
making love and their days - well - making love. And in between
they played tourist. Alexis took Sonny back down to the Hatteras
lighthouse and shared with him all that she'd been unable to the
first time she was there. They also went south to Ocracoke Island
and she gave him the tour that Beau had given her. Then they went
north, crossing on the ferry, to visit Kitty Hawk where the Wright
brothers succeeded in creating the first manned powered flight of
an aircraft. They stopped at Jockey's Ridge, an insanely tall series
of sand dunes from which Sonny had somehow convinced Alexis to take
a hang gliding lesson with him. They went to Roanoke and spent an
evening in the outdoor amphitheater, watching a play portraying
the story of the Lost Colony. They speculated about the fate of
the settlers who disappeared from that outpost. Alexis wanted to
believe that Virginia Dare, the first English child born in the
New World, had somehow survived to bear her own children. Sonny
teased her about being a romantic, but Alexis could see that even
he was moved by the legend of the white deer that appears from time
to time in the woods around Roanoke and is supposed to carry the
spirit of the long-departed Virginia Dare.
It
had been a wonderful week and then some. But it had to end sometime
- no matter how much Alexis wished that it never would.
As
Alexis locked the door, Sonny was stowing the last of their stuff
in the car and getting Quincy settled in the back seat. Beau had
arrived to say goodbye, making the parting all the harder for Alexis.
Stalling
for time to pull herself together, Alexis turned down the path toward
the beach. But as soon as she crossed the dunes, she broke down
into sobs. Striding across the sand to the edge of the water, Alexis
looked out over the sea and wept, her salty tears falling into the
ocean.
She
didn't know how long she stood there crying before he came to her.
Feeling a warm, gentle hand on her shoulder, she knew who it was
without even having to turn around.
"Are
we alone?" she asked.
"Yes,"
Beau answered softly.
"I
don't know how to do this," Alexis wept. "I don't know
how to go home and stop loving him."
"Why
do you have to, Alexis?" Beau asked.
Alexis
shook her head. "You can't understand. There is no way that
we can be together, Beau. No way at all. There are too many obstacles
that will never change."
"Never
is a long time," he reminded her.
"I
know what I'm talking about, Beau," Alexis persisted.
"Fine.
Maybe you won't be married. Maybe you won't have children. But that
doesn't mean you can't love him and enjoy him for as long as possible.
Does it?"
"Beau,
it hurts so much already. After no more than two weeks, the pain
of even thinking about having to give him up hurts so much I can't
imagine what it would do to me to love him for months or - God forbid
- years and then to have to give him up. It would destroy me."
Beau
reached out and drew Alexis into a friendly embrace. Stroking her
hair, he tried to soothe her pain in some small way. "Alexis,"
he whispered. "We all lose the people we love. It might take
60 years together for some people before it happens, but it happens
to all of us." Beau lifted her chin so that he could look into
her eyes. "You can't let that keep you from loving anyone.
You just can't."
"I'm
no good at this 'staying in the moment' thing, am I?" Alexis
smiled weakly.
"Not
one bit," Beau teased back. "But you can get better, with
practice."
Alexis
nodded. "I won't have the chance to practice with Sonny though."
"Why
not?"
"We
agreed. When we get back to Port Charles, things have to go back
like they were. We can't have anything but a professional relationship
and a friendship back there," she declared.
"You
know that best thing about decisions?" Beau asked.
Alexis
looked up at him puzzled. "What's that?"
"When
you make a bad one, you can always change it," he grinned.
"Now let's go. Someone's waiting for you."
Alexis
dried her tears with her hands. She would have to get through this
somehow. And they did have a few more days to spend together on
the road as they drove Alexis' new car back to Port Charles.
Reaching
the driveway, they found Sonny leaning against the passenger-side
door, scratching Quincy under the chin. Sonny looked up and smiled
as Alexis approached.
"Guess
this is it," he said apologetically. Alexis only trusted herself
to nod.
"Thanks
for everything, man," Sonny said, holding his hand out to Beau.
"You
are more than welcome. And don't forget what we talked about,"
Beau replied, shaking Sonny's hand.
"No
chance of it," Sonny smiled.
Sonny
turned toward the car, opening Alexis' door and giving her a moment
of privacy to bid her friend farewell.
Alexis
gave Beau a hug the likes of which he wasn't likely to forget. As
his mother would have said, Alexis simply 'hugged the stuffing'
out of him. Wordlessly, she turned and climbed quickly into the
car. Sonny shut her door and made his way around to the driver's
side, taking his place behind the wheel. It pained him to hear Alexis'
sniffles as she tried to hold back her tears. He hated that she
was hurting and that there was nothing he could do to comfort her
fears. Nothing but keep on loving her long enough and well enough
that she might someday start to believe that they can have a chance
together.
Sonny
turned the key and put the car into gear. With one last wave to
Beau, he pulled out of the drive and started down the narrow street
to the main road. They had only made it halfway down the street
when Alexis suddenly grabbed his arm and screamed 'stop'. Slamming
on the brakes, Sonny turned to her, his eyes wide with concern.
"What's
wrong?" he asked, his heart racing from the shock.
"Nothing,"
Alexis replied, unfastening her seat belt.
"Then
what. . ."
Alexis
turned in her seat and stood on her knees, looking back toward the
cottage where Beau still stood at the end of the drive. Cupping
her hands around her mouth, she called back to him.
"How
do you feel about redheads?"
"Love
'em," Beau called back. Alexis smiled and flashed Beau a thumbs
up sign. "See you soon," she called with a smile and wave.
Beau
merely laughed and waved in return.
Alexis
returned to her seat and fastened her seat belt as Sonny removed
his foot from the brake and started again down the street. Flashing
an incredulous look at Alexis, he asked, "Kristina?"
Alexis
shrugged. "Beau's an artist. He's a free spirit, yet still
responsible. And he probably gets that feng shui stuff."
Sonny
laughed, and Alexis joined him.
"I'm
going to miss this place," she confessed softly.
"Me,
too," Sonny replied, reaching for her hand.
"Know
what I'll miss most?" she asked.
Sonny
shot a leering look at her and grinned. "I can guess,"
he replied.
Alexis
laughed and swatted his arm. "Not that," she giggled.
Sonny
glanced at her in mock shock. "You pain me, woman!" he
exclaimed, eliciting another laugh from Alexis.
"I'm
going to miss the stars. In the city, you never really know how
many stars there are in the sky. The night that we, um, slept on
the beach was the most incredible night - in every way. And I think
I'll always miss not being able to look up and see the stars the
way that they were that night."
"Well,
you're in luck then," Sonny said. "Beau was telling me
about this meteor shower that happens every year, the second week
of August. He said it's something you wouldn't want to miss, and
he invited us back to use the cottage that week - if you want."
Alexis
felt her heart jump with joy. "Do you think we should?"
she asked.
"I
don't give a damn if we should, Alexis," Sonny replied. "All
I care about is whether you want to."
"I
do," she answered.
"Then
it's settled."
Alexis
smiled shyly. "Since we'll be on vacation again and not in
our real lives, I guess then we'll be able to have another week
like - like we just did."
"So
when we're on vacation and away from our real lives, we can be together?
Like we were together here?" Sonny asked.
Alexis
shrugged. "I guess we could try. Beau said if I keep practicing
I can get better at this 'one day at a time' thing."
Sonny
let go of Alexis' hand and reached into his pocket, fishing out
his cell phone. Flipping it open, he started pushing a series of
buttons.
"Who
are you calling?" Alexis asked.
"Benny."
"Sonny,
we aren't even off the island yet. Can't business wait for. . ."
"Benny!
Listen. I need you to find me the best travel agent in New York.
Yeah, I said travel agent. Someone good, and someone who can keep
their mouth shut. And I'll need brochures. Travel brochures, what
kind of brochures do you think? Why?" Sonny turned to Alexis
and gave her a smile and a wink. "Because I'm going to be taking
a lot more vacations from now on, that's why."
The
end.
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